shit.. somedays I just want to say fuck that to everything ive worked hard for. today is one of those days. i dont want to care about responsibilities. I just want to snort, toke, and puke. i mean that in every sense possible. i just want to work as a temp again, save enough money to travel for months and then work and save again. i think i want to give up this preppy corporate/bohemian on the weekend lifestyle i have going on... it cramps my style. does 10,000 dollars more next year sound mighty tempting to keep on fighting this 9-5 corporate habit of mine? hell yes, but what will i do with the money when i know my wants will just increase... more bills to pay, more material things to accumulate. trust me, i dont want to be a crackhead and live in low budget housing but I really need to get my priorities straight.. i want a sushi dinner to mean something big again, like a celebration. im not saying money comes out of my arse but my god, im taking alot of things for granted! im more sensitive and down to earth when I dont get whatever i want... i should rebel, get the nose piercing ive always wanted, tell my boss if he doesnt like it he can go blow... i know i can get a temp job anytime, been there done that.... so money and paying rent wont be a problem... i need to be by the sea again.. i have a feeling in 3 years we will move to greece. canada is great but north america is a breeding ground for just accumulating more shit which we wont even appreciate in the long run. funky digs, travel and good food are my priorities right now. that 10,00 dollars more a year can go pleasure some drone who doesnt want the life i need.